my love

I want to write my love in here,My love is not happy,I think .

He said he is fond of me 6 years,We are in the same class begin from the Third.His three's high moment has explained self to me.I do not have but that amatory feeling to him , do not think that like the brother,Other alternates that person neither , will care for others quite although home comparatively poor,I feel that he is fond of being fond of me , I do not feel that but to him, until he is still same as previously caring for me , is fond of me after I have fallen ill,be not away from not abandoning to me.

I may be to fall in love with him during the period of that , I from that year working come out , always, he gives me Qian Hua  , always looks after me, he has appeared , has helped my lot although he helps being bustling about not mounting me, during the period of I am the most pained,my girlfriend promising to act as him in that moment.I have been that for 6 years I am just now affected be liked it by him , I have known that whether be or not love neither , have always have thought that the pick is conciliative having.

He has no way to satisfy me , never to give me a gift but on money , invites me to dinner wanting to pay the money , to be going to no longer have spent one mao ten-cent on me neither.Now looks cold and indifferentbe standoffish to me, thought he liked
changes a person to resemble, did not like before that, some people
said good, the man was fickle, only uses the animal which the lower
part of the body pondered

He gives me a sense of security , is person very afraid of getting into trouble all along.I do not all know why acts as only regards now, put together think that we have been together impossible, I whether be or not spoil a girl? ? I self is easy to feel bad.

I think that my love looks like plain boiled water , achromatic colour is insipid